Well im back and things are all good had shit loads of uni work and not actually sure how im gonna do it all not enuf time!!! But just got to get thru the rest of this week then its off to sunny jamaica for me can't wait!!!! Still have revision to do but its so much appealing doin it in the sun than sitting in the rain in England!! Also kinda gettin used to the single life and the options it holds however definately not liking the games that guys decide to play! Anyway must go got a presentaion to prepare for! Laterz!!!

well today i have decided that goin to this uni and living with the housemates that i have really isnt right for me so im gonna try and change uni. its not that i dont get on with my housemates its just that the one that i do get on with goes away nxt year and i think that i can cope with living with the other 2 so its just best for me and my mental state if i go to a uni closer to home and my old mates. However, ill prob end up at the same place nxt year. so we'll just see what happens.

well today wasnt the best of days, was rudely awoken to the sound of my house mate shaggin......now wen uve been single for about a year the constant sound of someone else shaggin becomes the last thing you wanna hear let alone wake uo to at 6 in the morning when you have to be up early to go to uni! Anyway that managed to put me in a foul mood, so i thought a bit of retail therapy would cheer me up. so did some serious shoppin before work. However, forgot about the whole christmas thing coming up so its gonna be cheap presents all around oh well......small price to pay for some retail therapy.

Then when i got home my stalker, who happens to be mates with one of my other housemates, was here had to run to my room but it was too late he had alreay followed me into my room......and then he just went on and wittered about how hard done by he is which really did nothing for my mood at all.

Why is it that when you only have a friends best interests at heart it only comes back to slap you in the face? Apprently im making my housemate choose between me and her bloke.....who really is to sound in the mind if you ask me.....hes already pulled some other girl twice right in front of my mate to make her jealous! Then he listened in on our conversation and had a go at my mate for not sticking up for him. Now really i dont think that there is much to say that would defend him. Anyway well now im in the shit and although i think i sorted things out with my mate, she said she was off to her bfs 2 days ago and hasnt been seen since not even a message to say im not coming back etc. Now really is that too much to ask?? Plus her bf has violent tendancies so am i not allowed to worry without being told im acting like her mother??

oh my god could things get anymore embarassing! had my first lecture today......and i walked into the same room not once but twice! oh well nevermind. should be interestin to see what the rest of the day has instore for me.